My Sweet Baby,
Today our lives changed forever. It's been the most surprising, crazy, happy, and scary day of Mommy's life so far. I'm in so much shock. I can't believe I'm having a baby! I've dreamed of being a mommy for years, and even though it wasn't something we were "planning" right now, I've never had a better surprise, ever, in my life. I already love you more than words could describe. I feel like I've loved you forever, but now you're really here with me and we get to start this crazy, amazing journey together.
Early this afternoon, I thought I would go buy a test "just to see" because I had this weird feeling that something was going on-- I've just been feeling a little "off". [Last week your Aunt Rachel was trying to convince me that I was pregnant after I told her about a weird dream I had; I thought she was crazy and blew it off.] So, today I took a pregnancy test and it wasted no time showing me a big positive sign. I thought maybe I read the directions wrong or that I was just seeing things; I definitely had to take a couple minutes to process what was going on. Your dad was at school and had a test today so I had to wait all day to tell him the news-- hardest thing ever! He came home to pick me up for dinner and I had a little surprise waiting. I'm not sure I've ever seen him so happy. It really has been such an amazing day. We're scared, happy, thankful, terrified, excited, shocked.... all these things in one, but we wouldn't change today for the world!!
We can't wait to have you in our arms; you will make us even more complete. We have dreamed of this day for years and we will never forget it. This is going to be one incredible experience!
Love you to the moon and back,
Mommy
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